Change

And then suddenly you realized that you have been drastically changed. What you were and what you are now, are two different persons. And some times it may happens that after realizing the change you may not like what you are now. And a point comes when you feel that you were better than now, and even wish to be what you were but now it's late, but remeber it's never too late. A person can not be same for a life time, People(everything in nature) change with the time, they may not be that much changed by appearance but by mind they would have changed radically. "We do change with the time"-everything except for change in the world changes. But wait, if the same thing is happening with you than it is OK no need to worry-but need to be careful. It's not only you and me feeling the same., but generally people feel, like they were better than present. Many of the poetry written on the same subject and theme- the poet or poetess wants to go back to his or her childhood- the era of fun, joy, mischiefs, care free, naive, innocence, and frankness.

But this is not the case always like poetry people wish to escape from situation. Sometimes we turn out to be what we never want to be in my case I am becoming lazy, inactive, sluggish, idle, dull, and indolent. The whole day I pass my time on mobile or in sleeping-still suffering from these. I'm not turned out totally, but I realized what I am becoming and now I know how to dealt with this situation. I knew it before anybody tells me, I am not what I am. It is said self criticism is best criticism. It's better to find out your weakness and plus points yourself than somebody else point out. And then you know how to change yourself. 

In my analysis of this problem I found that after some success and achievements-indifferent of what it is just like 'GODOT' of Samuel Buckett- we tend to celebrate and wish to enjoy some time but you don't realize how long that some time become. And you allow yourself to take some rest in the name of enjoy fun and celebration- I request you if you are doing the same be carful you might become what you never thought- i don't mean do not celebrate but change the ways to. Don't be satisfied with anything because it will always keep you where you are- and in some case it may degrade you- and never let you move forward.